Wonder...

You ever wonder about what you should have done? How could you have done something differently? Maybe wished you said something to some one?  Those were yesterday.....you cant dwell on yesterdays. Look ahead  and wonder what's in front of you. ...........

I used to do a lot of what if this? and what if that? It just ends up making you crazy and upset. 

Anyway, not much going on, pretty much same ol routine. Did hear from a dear fellow transplant buddy. Had not heard from him a long time. We met way back when my brother had his in 2003.  It was good to hear from him and be able to talk about whats going on, and not have to feel like I was boring him,and that he knew already what I was going through. Its good to have those connections with people who have or are going through the same stuff. You can never have too many support systems. :)  

Lol theres a lot going on in my head at the moment hahah. Blogging, and in the middle of working on my book. The thoughts are just pouring like crazy.Its like screaming in my head sometimes. Im sure I will write more later. My thoughts are just scattered all over like a collage, gotta sort the pieces :P