Love is what its all about

                  I try to put a lot of thoughts into what I post,thats why it takes so long some times for me to come back and post haha.  Right now my health is pretty continuously the same; four days a week dialysis, take lots of medications and just stay home alot. 
Just so its clear kidney failure is not contagious lol......thats how it feels sometimes, people have alientated me from there life to the point that I really do not have a personal life anymore.It feels like people get so freaked out about hte situation I am in that they totally close me out. I think its kind of funny that people always say they  always pray and send good thoughts my way...but then people never call or want to hang out with me....ya that makes someone feel really loved....


On a more exciting note. :P So I went to the Breaking Dawn Part 2 opening night with my mom. I switched my dialysis because hte movie was on a Thursday night, I was not about to miss that movie hahaha. O-M-G that was by far the best movie of the whole series I think :D
Iv read all the books and the last book is my favorite, and they really an amazing job on the movie. I think I was near a heart attack on certain scenes haha. Seriously it was some intense stuff haha. I am ready to go see it again.

So today is Thanksgiving , yuummm I am ready to start eating all the delicious food :P Got dialysis in mid morning, then having another whole Thanksgiving feast Friday at my Aunts house, cant wait. I love spending time with the family,It helps me remember that I do have a small circle of love and support. I am grateful because with out my family I probably would not be here.No joke I was in a medicated coma May 2011 and the doctors had said I was going to die. But I pulled through thanks to the help and love of my family.

Be thankful for the people you do have in your life, and the days you have lived. You never know what is going to happen. 

Much love to alll and have a blessed and delicious days :p