Everyday is new

Everyday is a new day. I wake up everyday, and just breath, and think how God has given me another day. I'm still here, alive. I may not have a lot, and people may go in and out of my life, because they cant deal with my baggage. But God has given me so much. 
O its a beautiful day in Cali, you would not even think its winter. Took my pup on a beautiful 4 mile hike, and its December :P 
Some days I do feel mad and upset with how my life has gone, but then I look back at the path I have walked. Neared death more than three times at least, but God would not let me. 


Blood pressure is getting under control FINALLY :0 course thats cuz I am on five different medications for it. I have been watching alot of Food Network, since I have been home not doing much else., and put that Food Network knowledge to use. Cookin and baking up a storm. Made home made raviolis, was so proud of myself :p. Gotta put my passion and energy into something beautiful might as well put it into my food. 


*Dialysis night tonight, lets hope it goes better than it had been going. The doctor has been challenging fluid take off, and well the last few treatments, we have tried for too much, to the point where I totally bomb out vomiting and all :( So lets hope it goes better. 
Much love and have a beautiful blessed day <3