Insomnia

So its like almot 1AM...I guess its an insomnia night....the dialysis makes my body chemistry imbalanced or something, I read in one my kidney Q&A books. So on very many occasional night I will b up until the next morning. Its quite annoying.Being awake and fidgety and it being so quiet. So thought Id post on random odds and ends that had been running though my head.....Running thats a good one.......*O! so you think dialysis and kidney failure makes you so ill and feeble, that your just suppose to stay home and veg on the couch all day and act like your dyin. That’s so not true. I just ran/walked a 4 mile race two weekends ago. So hows that for sick and dyin? Huh? …Ok yes thers up and down days, but most days I’m up and awake and lively J So just a food for thought. Even being sick living life does not end..

Note: Also..if  you have kidney failure, means your kidneys aren’t working, means all the liquid you drink stays in your body because you don’t pee or pee very little, embarrassing to say…but true fact… anywho ….SO it was fairly warm this weekend…and I indulged in drinking a little to much iced tea….bad idea….gota watch my liquid intake a little more…my feet are beginning to swell, and I have another whole day without dialysis so gotta watch my liquids very close until Tuesday night L ……things happen…bad me. I feel so normal I sometimes forget that I cant drink iced cold tea to no end….ok then……mental note that I remember that. Ill just look down and see my huge swollen lil toes ……:P …OK so I will prolly write more later today when its atualllly time to be awake.


Good night, Im gonna see if my mind will stop screamin and be quiet enough for me to sleep for a little bit.....fingers crossed I fall.